OK.
i DID want to post the remaining pics
for the KL side of the wedding.
BUT sigh.
blogger's lagging on me,
n i gotta go meet yk n van @ E!Hub soon...
So, i'll be back tmr! Whee! class BBQ in abt 4 hours? hahas.
oh, n Student Camp's in 6 days!
on another note(maybe some horrible note like f#. sorry crapping)
Mid Years are in 25 days.
Prelims <100 & O lvls abt 100 days? idk
All the best to Sec4s taking Os/Ns this year
&& to the Sec3s, jiayou with CCA (enjoy ur year!)
&& to lower sec. (better cherish all the slackiness u have now >.<)
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
AdWin&June's Wedding + E-Learning Day
Foo Ad Win & Goh Gaik June's wedding (KL)
17th May 2008

We reached the hotel where the bride was to be picked up
&& yes, i was part of the groom(my cousin)'s entourage

Top from left: MiChelle (Adwin's sis), ME, Bryan,
Adwin, Jason, Yong & Siang (all my cousins, last three guys are brothers)
Bottom gal: yan yan =)

We walked up to the hotel room, only to find the Maid-of-Honour
with a bucket of ice-cream. Chopsticks! Dig in! Find three questions!
So yes, i'm thankful the photographer didn't get an unglam one of me here. =p
Adwin answered 2 out of three correctly thus we had to eat wasabi coated buns.
>.<

&& we're in! Adwin: "eh? where's June?"
Bridesmaids: "heh. So easy meh... Now choose 5 men to act out these following poses...
*shows a few pics of yoga,tango,some wierd exercises etc*"

"ahh... i see..."

Heehee. It's the Best Man doing crunches in a suit&tie XD

Jas&Yong performing some kinda tango move...
hilarious =D
After the guys were done being embarassed we left Room821, walked down the corridor n had to guess whether June was in Room 810 or 811. Adwin guessed 811.
>.<
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hee i did the heart (adorable right? one pink one blue =))
haha, finally, after all that sweating and panicking and eating and blowing ...

Yay! We got the bride! hahahas
Well enough pics for the day. I'll continue on the church wedding& tea ceremony & dinner another day.
____________________________________________________________________
E-Learning Day's completely screwed, and a waste of my time. Another one of the SMART projects the stupid school came up with.
1)The system OBVIOUSLY cannot work with 400 students online. It will CRASH, something that the school apparently OVERLOOKED
2)Thanks to that, we've been camping in front of the com pressing "f5" repeatedly, but to no avail. Excuse me, i had BREAKFAST && LUNCH in front of this very screen. How healthy.
3)Its... 4.18pm now, N i've just ONLY completed 2 assignments. One da4 gang1 for a chinese compo (reasonable) and the electrolysis WS (we were supposed to go thru an entire PPT--60 slides long, and 4 websites related to electrolysis. Chemistry was only 2 periods, this "E-assignment" took me 2+hours).
4) The system seems to be fine now. Oh! English hw. Let's see. AN ENTIRE situational COMPOSITION. kill me. Our english period was meant to be 35 mins. Best la, I've yet to start.
5) Some emaths questions that i haven't even read thru
6) Bio:: learn ONE chapter ON YOUR OWN, followed by a WS. wee! yes, how fun eh?
7) Word's spreading round that we've GOT to hand up all these BY 11.55pm tonight. HAHA. joke eh? the SCHOOL is IMPLYING that THEY want US to SIT in FRONT of THE computer FOR a TOTAL of FIFTEEN hours.
"AHS Sec4 public holiday."
go figure
17th May 2008
We reached the hotel where the bride was to be picked up
&& yes, i was part of the groom(my cousin)'s entourage
Top from left: MiChelle (Adwin's sis), ME, Bryan,
Adwin, Jason, Yong & Siang (all my cousins, last three guys are brothers)
Bottom gal: yan yan =)
We walked up to the hotel room, only to find the Maid-of-Honour
with a bucket of ice-cream. Chopsticks! Dig in! Find three questions!
So yes, i'm thankful the photographer didn't get an unglam one of me here. =p
Adwin answered 2 out of three correctly thus we had to eat wasabi coated buns.
>.<
&& we're in! Adwin: "eh? where's June?"
Bridesmaids: "heh. So easy meh... Now choose 5 men to act out these following poses...
*shows a few pics of yoga,tango,some wierd exercises etc*"
"ahh... i see..."
Heehee. It's the Best Man doing crunches in a suit&tie XD
Jas&Yong performing some kinda tango move...
hilarious =D
After the guys were done being embarassed we left Room821, walked down the corridor n had to guess whether June was in Room 810 or 811. Adwin guessed 811.
>.<
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hee i did the heart (adorable right? one pink one blue =))
haha, finally, after all that sweating and panicking and eating and blowing ...
Yay! We got the bride! hahahas
Well enough pics for the day. I'll continue on the church wedding& tea ceremony & dinner another day.
____________________________________________________________________
E-Learning Day's completely screwed, and a waste of my time. Another one of the SMART projects the stupid school came up with.
1)The system OBVIOUSLY cannot work with 400 students online. It will CRASH, something that the school apparently OVERLOOKED
2)Thanks to that, we've been camping in front of the com pressing "f5" repeatedly, but to no avail. Excuse me, i had BREAKFAST && LUNCH in front of this very screen. How healthy.
3)Its... 4.18pm now, N i've just ONLY completed 2 assignments. One da4 gang1 for a chinese compo (reasonable) and the electrolysis WS (we were supposed to go thru an entire PPT--60 slides long, and 4 websites related to electrolysis. Chemistry was only 2 periods, this "E-assignment" took me 2+hours).
4) The system seems to be fine now. Oh! English hw. Let's see. AN ENTIRE situational COMPOSITION. kill me. Our english period was meant to be 35 mins. Best la, I've yet to start.
5) Some emaths questions that i haven't even read thru
6) Bio:: learn ONE chapter ON YOUR OWN, followed by a WS. wee! yes, how fun eh?
7) Word's spreading round that we've GOT to hand up all these BY 11.55pm tonight. HAHA. joke eh? the SCHOOL is IMPLYING that THEY want US to SIT in FRONT of THE computer FOR a TOTAL of FIFTEEN hours.
"AHS Sec4 public holiday."
go figure
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
POST #50
I've got so many things I wanna say..
Birthday Shoutouts
PRE-QSE survey.
Wedding @ KL
E-Learning Day
First n foremost to the MAY babies::
Kevin (1st May)
haha, happy birthday loser X). I'm never ever going to switch loyalties
=) even if u bribe me... cos Arsenal rocks (no matter what)
[red for the devils... but more for the Arsenals =p]
Kahwee (12th May)
=D helloooo, hope u had a great time on mon? lol, abit awkward but we meant to give u a nice surprise. haha, quite sad that the entire LS wasnt there, but wads important is that...
i was there! XD <3s!
Alicia (14th May)
hello ali! Thanks for all the nicey things u've done for me & 4B
<3>
Wenxin (14th May)
ZHANG! hehe, im sorry if my acting skills suck
I guess im more of a cadet than an ED gal. =p
Hope u like Waffle.Ernie.Necklace.X.I4(<3)!.nuggets!
n yea, the scribblings on the table. lets pray it'll come off when the 3j peeps return to their class XD. wishing u a very very merry/meaningful/enjoyable 16th birthday
<3>
Jia Yu (if im not wrong on 18th May?)
Always great to have u as a classmate (music!)
us five have all been thru the funny times criticising ms lee, laughing at her jokes=) n being stressed over duets/Haydn... So yea, hope u had a nice break during ur Bdae, n Happy year ahead! <3
thats all i can remember for now...
but next up on the agenda ain't so happy/smiley/joyful wdv u may call it.
bcos it involves a certain animal
baBOON
During the PreQSE survey, WanLing n i both lashed out our anger...positive words regarding the school. Only positive stuff on questions abt friends n cca. (duh) We talked in general, but still straightforward. Tell me how u'd feel if this happened to u... [most applicable for UGs]
NPioneers "YAY! NP day in a week... Must polish boots on sat. Or sun =) so fun, get to wear uniform"
Ms Poh "All Sec4s may join, however if u dun wish to, it's optional..."
NPioneers "(="
...
...
Ms Poh "Sorry for getting all of u so hyped up, but Sec4s are not allowed to go for NP day on Thursday"
NPioneers "Y???? =("
Ms Poh "***** says you will OVERPOWER the Sec3s, and waste time preparing for the day itself. Precious time which could be use for studying"
NPioneers "Wad if we alr prepare????"
Like wdv la, i was so pissed, thank goodness Mr Yeow gave us the survey. If not i would have exploded. N yes, i DID write my name.
If she wants to look for me, bring it on.
The next day (NP day) all the sec4s did the MOST we could do. Wear the collar pin. (woots! ._.)
We came early, checking on our juniors and then sat down in front of the cohort before the stage :) A bit of minor screw-ups, not for me to pin-point, but it went pretty OK.
***** apparently read our surveys... cos the very next moment she digressed from current affairs to NP & UGs.
Like how she wasn't "neglecting" us, or she DID give us acknowledgment when it was due.
How we're all VERY important no matter wad CCA we came from,
how we should be PROUD that we are the COE for sports.
But lemme say this... Does this give her the right to b biased? How is a fourth position in a national shooting competition any worse than a fourth in position for say, a sports' B girls E-Zone competition.
Is there a reason why she appears at almost every basketball game, but never once took time to get to know the non-sports CCA better.
Hmm, wad abt yearbook photos. Flip to the CCAs portion. Do u see her face? Yea, duh. On most of the Sports' pages.
So u tell me. Bias? huh. I bet a Sec1 Lit student would say yes.
Don't get me wrong, its not the Sports' students fault. Let's just say... it was a LAPSE. or some species of NEGLECT.
Forgive me. Just had to let it out. Yeap, the other 2 parts of wad i wanna say. I'll continue tmr.
On ELEARNING day. =)
P.S::
David ARCHULETA is gonna win. <3>
heart melts
Birthday Shoutouts
PRE-QSE survey.
Wedding @ KL
E-Learning Day
First n foremost to the MAY babies::
Kevin (1st May)
haha, happy birthday loser X). I'm never ever going to switch loyalties
=) even if u bribe me... cos Arsenal rocks (no matter what)
[red for the devils... but more for the Arsenals =p]
Kahwee (12th May)
=D helloooo, hope u had a great time on mon? lol, abit awkward but we meant to give u a nice surprise. haha, quite sad that the entire LS wasnt there, but wads important is that...
i was there! XD <3s!
Alicia (14th May)
hello ali! Thanks for all the nicey things u've done for me & 4B
<3>
Wenxin (14th May)
ZHANG! hehe, im sorry if my acting skills suck
I guess im more of a cadet than an ED gal. =p
Hope u like Waffle.Ernie.Necklace.X.I4(<3)!.nuggets!
n yea, the scribblings on the table. lets pray it'll come off when the 3j peeps return to their class XD. wishing u a very very merry/meaningful/enjoyable 16th birthday
<3>
Jia Yu (if im not wrong on 18th May?)
Always great to have u as a classmate (music!)
us five have all been thru the funny times criticising ms lee, laughing at her jokes=) n being stressed over duets/Haydn... So yea, hope u had a nice break during ur Bdae, n Happy year ahead! <3
thats all i can remember for now...
but next up on the agenda ain't so happy/smiley/joyful wdv u may call it.
bcos it involves a certain animal
baBOON
During the PreQSE survey, WanLing n i both lashed out our anger...
NPioneers "YAY! NP day in a week... Must polish boots on sat. Or sun =) so fun, get to wear uniform"
Ms Poh "All Sec4s may join, however if u dun wish to, it's optional..."
NPioneers "(="
...
...
Ms Poh "Sorry for getting all of u so hyped up, but Sec4s are not allowed to go for NP day on Thursday"
NPioneers "Y???? =("
Ms Poh "***** says you will OVERPOWER the Sec3s, and waste time preparing for the day itself. Precious time which could be use for studying"
NPioneers "Wad if we alr prepare????"
Like wdv la, i was so pissed, thank goodness Mr Yeow gave us the survey. If not i would have exploded. N yes, i DID write my name.
If she wants to look for me, bring it on.
The next day (NP day) all the sec4s did the MOST we could do. Wear the collar pin. (woots! ._.)
We came early, checking on our juniors and then sat down in front of the cohort before the stage :) A bit of minor screw-ups, not for me to pin-point, but it went pretty OK.
***** apparently read our surveys... cos the very next moment she digressed from current affairs to NP & UGs.
Like how she wasn't "neglecting" us, or she DID give us acknowledgment when it was due.
How we're all VERY important no matter wad CCA we came from,
how we should be PROUD that we are the COE for sports.
But lemme say this... Does this give her the right to b biased? How is a fourth position in a national shooting competition any worse than a fourth in position for say, a sports' B girls E-Zone competition.
Is there a reason why she appears at almost every basketball game, but never once took time to get to know the non-sports CCA better.
Hmm, wad abt yearbook photos. Flip to the CCAs portion. Do u see her face? Yea, duh. On most of the Sports' pages.
So u tell me. Bias? huh. I bet a Sec1 Lit student would say yes.
Don't get me wrong, its not the Sports' students fault. Let's just say... it was a LAPSE. or some species of NEGLECT.
Forgive me. Just had to let it out. Yeap, the other 2 parts of wad i wanna say. I'll continue tmr.
On ELEARNING day. =)
P.S::
David ARCHULETA is gonna win. <3>
heart melts
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
我真的很累
I'm
tired of quarelling
tired of catching up with work
tired of always being the one who gets everyone together
tired of apologising
tired of hearing apologies
tired of you being an ass
tired of persuading you to do something you don't want to
tired of lying
tired. physically. mentally. socially. emotionally
drained.
tired of quarelling
tired of catching up with work
tired of always being the one who gets everyone together
tired of apologising
tired of hearing apologies
tired of you being an ass
tired of persuading you to do something you don't want to
tired of lying
tired. physically. mentally. socially. emotionally
drained.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
My NPCC Journey
Below is a brief account of my 3 years, 4 months and 19 days
in ahsNPCC.
It isn't gonna end here though. You'll know why soon enough
During POP, many said they'd regretted and were unwilling
to go for NP trainings in the beginning. I however am different.
Honestly...
My first choice was Guides (seeing that my parents had wanted my to be in Brownies since i was 10) and second choice NP
Maybe it was SY & EL who persuaded me to go
They kinda made it sound awesome
Miss Teo also mentioned all the adventure-filled parts of the CCA
n yea, kor was in NP so why not?
Without much thought (unlike some who asked 3001 questions
like: will i get an A if i join? OR
is training tough? OR
is it true that u guys drill under the sun?)
come on. i was 13, had no brains of my own (was actually persuaded to go by those two whom i THOUGHT were my freinds. bleh)
So, yea, when i got it, and saw RaySeen n EL who also got it...
i wasn't feeling too bad. At least i had company
The first training proved to b fine
History Room. Lecture. Intro. "Lies"
haha, yes, we were all scammed into believing that being in the pioneer batch had SOOOO many advantages... Oh, were we wrong. @ that time, we had 21
As time went by, (with Prissy spitting @ EngKiat Sir)
(with EngKiat Sir being pissed by our
Argue, Bargain, Complain, Demand, JIALAT
behaviuor) JUNE training camp arrived.
Hafiz Sir, EngKiat Sir as well as 4 NCOs from Sengkang Sec,
some other instructors like Jerald Sir was present for the camp
Highlights basically were
1)us having our first encounter with
(now best friends) Mr. Prickly Heat.
2)waking up during the wee hours of the morning
for morning "pt". Sir was mad, pumping us 75 to begin with
then going on to -150 cos he "bu shuang" Ms Teo had to literally stop him
3)Outdoor cooking: spilling food n lighting up solid fuel
4)Bunk inspection (killer!!)
5)EKSir having fun match-making Rachel-Vincent and Leona-Jian Rong
haha those funny times.
EKSir came and left. Which brought the arrival of another batch of instructors
Namely: Xiu Min Ma'am, Jia Ying Ma'am, Liyana Ma'am, Pei Yi Ma'am & Mervyn Sir
The 21 of us changed drastically in terms of hard skills, discipline, getting accustomed to the new system in place, etc. etc.
We used to have self-trainings which were so USELESS (held by then "chairperson" EL) that i actually ponned a training, only to sit in class and slack
We used to organise things which normal Sec1s never even dreamt of taking part in. Eg. CCA Orientation
All this changed once they stepped in. Finally we had a proper system
Finally we didn't do all those things we hardly understood. Like come on, I was appointed Drill I/C when i'd only been in the CCA for 8 months? WTH u might say. I thought it was pretty cool at that time too. But now, i think i'd rather bao1 everything than give my sec1s a post which they themselves dont understand.
Time went by... the batch of 4 sec1s came. EL left (thank goodness. if not i would have) & Prissy quit. The 19 of us were really saddened by the fact that we only had 4 juniors, plus everyone kept commenting abt how crappy the situation was, n the threat of being "closed down" by Dr Boon was just so imminent. Ms Teo then gave us an ultimatum "to let live/to let go" basically either keep the Sec1s (which was at the time pretty selfish to them) or let them leave the CCA and we would not have a BATCH#2. We kept, obviously.
I was more and more enthusiastic in Sec2 being promoted to LCP. The Sec1s were also pretty good, showing some potential. But WeiTing & Vivien were always separate from Rachel & Yohana, which was quite a concern.
Camp in JUNE was fun, yet tough as we went through so much sh*t together. I was in Au Naturelle! There was this once, i rmb it was early in the morning, we got woken up for fire drill. But acc to JY Ma'am, we took so bloody long to wake up, the school alr burn down. (lol?) i was freaking tired (and i was holding my gp's flag). While JY Ma'am tok tok tok, XM Ma'am chionged from the back n stole my flag just like that. felt uber guilty that i got stolen n we had to pump like mad after. (even tho liyana ma'am was IC of our gp n quite lenient) The hike to and from EXPO was cool too, seeing that i carried ALL the waterbottles >< We were rewarded with ice-cold 7-up tho =) oh, sth bad happened here, another flag-stealing incident which led to Ray Seen crying. 0.
The campfire night performance was good (our group rocked!) n we had fun preparing for it too
blah blah blah, prepared for orientation. We did MD for the first time (kinda cool)
12 sec1s,relli happy. I took them mostly for drills and soon it was time for March Bonding Camp.
I was part of the planning committee: LOG I/C tgt with Wenxin n Lijing. I wasnt expecting all that drama, but it did happen, n i think im thankful cos it relli taught me alot. Firstly, i learnt that SOMEONE's gotta do the dirty jobs. N being in the saikang position, i learnt to b more sensitive and aware of ppl ard me. Not carry on having fun while someone's tying up all the loose ends.
next was NCO-ship. Promoted to CPL then SGT, went thru an NCO crash-course after JY & XM left.
Interview was pretty fluent. Besides that one question which i couldnt answer. I think that was why the instructors & teachers doubted my ability to be a chairperson. Yeap, the "secret"'s out, i did wanna bcome AHNP's first head. It was my first choice for many reasons. The most important one: to increase AHNP's recognition. I had so MANY dreams and aspirations fo the unit. I wanted to have joint projects with other CCAs, i wanted to push the unit for UOPA silver, i wanted at least 18 juniors for our 4th and final batch. Too bad, i didnt get it. I was sour for quite awhile, not understanding why someone who didn't want it as badly as me, got it. However, recently i talked to Sir, and he gave me a reason i could not doubt. They believed my "interpersonal relationships would be strained if i got the post" that was true to a certain extent. But now, i honestly do not regret being chosen for Sec1 squad IC.
The 3rd batch was Sheena n my first squad. We had fun times tgt, nurturing the cadets, feeding them with hard skills, bonding with them. I learnt quite alot as well. I had feedback (fr the majority) that i was too strict. I shd smile more, b like sgt (then) sheena. It was definitely sad to leave them, and i felt relli touched when they planned a bdae surprise for me =) i still keep the cards n twine thing n a pic of the cookies ;) i <3 u gals to bits!
Orientation came again. N i was so dead keen on doing pds. It was my one n only chance to do it. I'm sorry if i did badly cos of my hurt wrist, i dunno y i couldnt get e spinning right. It was tiring but a gd experience as we bonded in times of bitter endurance and repitiveness. to NCC: i know we may not have been as GREAT as u guys (i do not deny this) neither do we use real rifles, but hey, at least b a bit more sensitive than plop ur butts down to watch us, point and laugh.
We got 12 sec1s again. I was not happy. Sad in fact, to the extent of crying. I wanted to reach our quota, i wanted to have more Sec1s than the other UGs. I still (up till now) do not know why the Sec1s join __ & __ instead. But trust me, I'll find out.
Im happy with our current sec1s as they're relli a funny lot. laggers or not, they never fail to amuse me. This year, i prob wasnt as hiong as sheena, but i noe they will still take my advice seriously. I cant wait for Os to be done so that i can train u gals again n see how u perform during the EOY camp. =) Keep the passion for NP n remember "YOU 12 ARE A SQUAD" Thanks for the card and the doggy tag. =D
I'll be back.
in ahsNPCC.
It isn't gonna end here though. You'll know why soon enough
During POP, many said they'd regretted and were unwilling
to go for NP trainings in the beginning. I however am different.
Honestly...
My first choice was Guides (seeing that my parents had wanted my to be in Brownies since i was 10) and second choice NP
Maybe it was SY & EL who persuaded me to go
They kinda made it sound awesome
Miss Teo also mentioned all the adventure-filled parts of the CCA
n yea, kor was in NP so why not?
Without much thought (unlike some who asked 3001 questions
like: will i get an A if i join? OR
is training tough? OR
is it true that u guys drill under the sun?)
come on. i was 13, had no brains of my own (was actually persuaded to go by those two whom i THOUGHT were my freinds. bleh)
So, yea, when i got it, and saw RaySeen n EL who also got it...
i wasn't feeling too bad. At least i had company
The first training proved to b fine
History Room. Lecture. Intro. "Lies"
haha, yes, we were all scammed into believing that being in the pioneer batch had SOOOO many advantages... Oh, were we wrong. @ that time, we had 21
As time went by, (with Prissy spitting @ EngKiat Sir)
(with EngKiat Sir being pissed by our
Argue, Bargain, Complain, Demand, JIALAT
behaviuor) JUNE training camp arrived.
Hafiz Sir, EngKiat Sir as well as 4 NCOs from Sengkang Sec,
some other instructors like Jerald Sir was present for the camp
Highlights basically were
1)us having our first encounter with
(now best friends) Mr. Prickly Heat.
2)waking up during the wee hours of the morning
for morning "pt". Sir was mad, pumping us 75 to begin with
then going on to -150 cos he "bu shuang" Ms Teo had to literally stop him
3)Outdoor cooking: spilling food n lighting up solid fuel
4)Bunk inspection (killer!!)
5)EKSir having fun match-making Rachel-Vincent and Leona-Jian Rong
haha those funny times.
EKSir came and left. Which brought the arrival of another batch of instructors
Namely: Xiu Min Ma'am, Jia Ying Ma'am, Liyana Ma'am, Pei Yi Ma'am & Mervyn Sir
The 21 of us changed drastically in terms of hard skills, discipline, getting accustomed to the new system in place, etc. etc.
We used to have self-trainings which were so USELESS (held by then "chairperson" EL) that i actually ponned a training, only to sit in class and slack
We used to organise things which normal Sec1s never even dreamt of taking part in. Eg. CCA Orientation
All this changed once they stepped in. Finally we had a proper system
Finally we didn't do all those things we hardly understood. Like come on, I was appointed Drill I/C when i'd only been in the CCA for 8 months? WTH u might say. I thought it was pretty cool at that time too. But now, i think i'd rather bao1 everything than give my sec1s a post which they themselves dont understand.
Time went by... the batch of 4 sec1s came. EL left (thank goodness. if not i would have) & Prissy quit. The 19 of us were really saddened by the fact that we only had 4 juniors, plus everyone kept commenting abt how crappy the situation was, n the threat of being "closed down" by Dr Boon was just so imminent. Ms Teo then gave us an ultimatum "to let live/to let go" basically either keep the Sec1s (which was at the time pretty selfish to them) or let them leave the CCA and we would not have a BATCH#2. We kept, obviously.
I was more and more enthusiastic in Sec2 being promoted to LCP. The Sec1s were also pretty good, showing some potential. But WeiTing & Vivien were always separate from Rachel & Yohana, which was quite a concern.
Camp in JUNE was fun, yet tough as we went through so much sh*t together. I was in Au Naturelle! There was this once, i rmb it was early in the morning, we got woken up for fire drill. But acc to JY Ma'am, we took so bloody long to wake up, the school alr burn down. (lol?) i was freaking tired (and i was holding my gp's flag). While JY Ma'am tok tok tok, XM Ma'am chionged from the back n stole my flag just like that. felt uber guilty that i got stolen n we had to pump like mad after. (even tho liyana ma'am was IC of our gp n quite lenient) The hike to and from EXPO was cool too, seeing that i carried ALL the waterbottles >< We were rewarded with ice-cold 7-up tho =) oh, sth bad happened here, another flag-stealing incident which led to Ray Seen crying. 0.
The campfire night performance was good (our group rocked!) n we had fun preparing for it too
blah blah blah, prepared for orientation. We did MD for the first time (kinda cool)
12 sec1s,relli happy. I took them mostly for drills and soon it was time for March Bonding Camp.
I was part of the planning committee: LOG I/C tgt with Wenxin n Lijing. I wasnt expecting all that drama, but it did happen, n i think im thankful cos it relli taught me alot. Firstly, i learnt that SOMEONE's gotta do the dirty jobs. N being in the saikang position, i learnt to b more sensitive and aware of ppl ard me. Not carry on having fun while someone's tying up all the loose ends.
next was NCO-ship. Promoted to CPL then SGT, went thru an NCO crash-course after JY & XM left.
Interview was pretty fluent. Besides that one question which i couldnt answer. I think that was why the instructors & teachers doubted my ability to be a chairperson. Yeap, the "secret"'s out, i did wanna bcome AHNP's first head. It was my first choice for many reasons. The most important one: to increase AHNP's recognition. I had so MANY dreams and aspirations fo the unit. I wanted to have joint projects with other CCAs, i wanted to push the unit for UOPA silver, i wanted at least 18 juniors for our 4th and final batch. Too bad, i didnt get it. I was sour for quite awhile, not understanding why someone who didn't want it as badly as me, got it. However, recently i talked to Sir, and he gave me a reason i could not doubt. They believed my "interpersonal relationships would be strained if i got the post" that was true to a certain extent. But now, i honestly do not regret being chosen for Sec1 squad IC.
The 3rd batch was Sheena n my first squad. We had fun times tgt, nurturing the cadets, feeding them with hard skills, bonding with them. I learnt quite alot as well. I had feedback (fr the majority) that i was too strict. I shd smile more, b like sgt (then) sheena. It was definitely sad to leave them, and i felt relli touched when they planned a bdae surprise for me =) i still keep the cards n twine thing n a pic of the cookies ;) i <3 u gals to bits!
Orientation came again. N i was so dead keen on doing pds. It was my one n only chance to do it. I'm sorry if i did badly cos of my hurt wrist, i dunno y i couldnt get e spinning right. It was tiring but a gd experience as we bonded in times of bitter endurance and repitiveness. to NCC: i know we may not have been as GREAT as u guys (i do not deny this) neither do we use real rifles, but hey, at least b a bit more sensitive than plop ur butts down to watch us, point and laugh.
We got 12 sec1s again. I was not happy. Sad in fact, to the extent of crying. I wanted to reach our quota, i wanted to have more Sec1s than the other UGs. I still (up till now) do not know why the Sec1s join __ & __ instead. But trust me, I'll find out.
Im happy with our current sec1s as they're relli a funny lot. laggers or not, they never fail to amuse me. This year, i prob wasnt as hiong as sheena, but i noe they will still take my advice seriously. I cant wait for Os to be done so that i can train u gals again n see how u perform during the EOY camp. =) Keep the passion for NP n remember "YOU 12 ARE A SQUAD" Thanks for the card and the doggy tag. =D
I'll be back.
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