new decade, new slate: Down with illness =(

*sneeze*

*sniff*

*cough*

*sigh*

*rubs nose*

okay. now all you gotta do
is to repeat the sequence above. N u got what i've got
OH! add in a fever, sore throat, aching joints
& a nose that leaks like a broken tap

argh. i feel so weak. couldnt stop
ZZZ-ing on Mon
(skipped school after Bio SPA
to visit the doc & get some rest)
Tue was slightly better
fever died off, but the flu n running nose came
Wed (today)
i feel the same as tues. ><

The doc said i had FL_____gitis
i couldnt make out wad he said
and its too cheem for me anyways
So i just gracefully accepted my medicine
(cough syrup =D, paracetemol = panadol,
lozenges =) and some gargle thing)

I'm really sorry if its viral and
im passing it around to people
like YK? or SC? or benjamin?
maybe even my dear ...
SORRY! bu shi gu yi de

Was chatting online with Jean just now
She told me to pass on a message
to mommy. about her baptism cert...
The convo stopped there.
What should i say?
Are you okay?
wouldn't that imply that she isnt?
So i just. went for the safest question.
cliched even. But anything to break the ice.
She was my cousin for goodness sake!
So i asked: How are you?
she took forever to reply.
"ok ok ah.."
i put on a fake mask,
just like everyone else does.
"good good (smiley face)"
and added
"I'll be praying for u!"
indeed i will.
But it didnt seem to take away those tears
not of sadness
or remorse
or guilt
but of fear.
Could i possibly chipper "don't worry! =D
everything will be A-ok!" ?
no.
i couldnt.
how do u say that to someone
who'll be undergoing
something which could determine her fate?
i left it at that. and
She replied "thanks dear"